not feeling too good...

i couldn't sleep much last night. dunno why... just felt so uncomfortable. it was super cold, so i was shivering, even though i wore my sweater... and had a throbbing headache... and my mind wouldn't switch off... and the pillow felt lumpy and the bed felt hard... etc etc...

so this morning woke up feeling very disoriented and weary. that's the word - "weary". i felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders... just weighing me, and my spirits down.

it was tiring just to brush my teeth and eat breakfast. so after breakfast i couldn't focus on anything... so i went back to sleep until lunch time.

woke up still feeling weary and tired, but the headache was slightly better.

it was HOT HOT HOT in the bedroom. (cos during the day we can't use the air con...) so i came over to the office. i mean, might as well try to get some work done.

joy thinks maybe its stress. hmmm... i dunno...

=(

anyways... i was supposed to go to this dinner at our director's house tonight. but i guess i won't go. it's too far away, and i'll have to be all cheerful and energetic... and socialise... not my kind of thing rite now...

mel was so sweet when he heard how tired i feel. he's getting his mom to cook some herbal soup thing, so later he's bringing me over to drink it. i hope that helps... then i think i'll sleep really early tonite...