hard times, but God's still in control

frustration. disappointment. humiliation. fear.

hard times. no time to think. no time to relax.

i feel overwhelmed - as usual. small, insignificant. not very smart. not very humble.

selfish and tired and myopic sometimes? but i try not to be...

well...

i guess this is what Paul means:

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
- James 1:2-4