what's next, Lord?

that's the main question on my mind.

in many aspects.

in my upcoming wedding =) yes i know it's 1 year more, but i'm a high C about these kinds of things. haha... already have a team of helpers somewhat assembled. hee... i really love the dreaming and planning and sourcing... now just waiting for mel to come back from austalia (he went on business for two weeks) so we can tie down more details.

happie!!! =D

but i was reminded to pray too. for what lies ahead. not just the wedding, but the lifetime together. yeah... it gets a bit surreal at times. i still can't believe i'm going to leave my home and family and that we're going to start a new life together! it's exciting, but daunting too. i mean, it might sound funny to some people, but i've never changed a light bulb in my life =b or moped an entire house. or shopped for... curtains?!?!

eeps.

another 'what's next?' is in the area of work. i'm done with new staff training, so life isn't as busy for me now, esp with TURT over. so... i'm supposed to propose to me boss what i could be engaged in the next half of the year. among other things, i'mm considering drum/keyboards lessons, design workshops, some theological courses at EAST, and being involved in a new band. so... i definitely can't do EVERYTHING i want to... really need wisdom and direction to know the way ahead.

i guess a last 'what's next' would be church ministry. i'm most likely going over to mel's church after marriage, but i don't want to be in frankel one week and suddenly pop up in his church the next. i need to think about transitioning, about ministry involvement, about friendships... about support...

bleah. quite a lot to think about leh. hmmm...

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i think i will go finish my long newsletter now. =)