everyone needs someone

today's message was really good. steve sellars again. i finally REALLY understand what crusade's vision is. i mean, i've always known it, but tonight, he made it crystal clear to my heart.

everyone needs to know someone who truly knows Jesus.

wow. i never quite saw it in that light before. we also the video of a high school girl, staci, who had such a huge impact on her school in her one year as a Christian. i was so moved as i saw friends and strangers share of how she had touched their lives in different ways... she was taken home to be with the Lord in march, due to a viral infection. seeing her friends share what an immense joy and light she had been humbled me so much...

why do i keep asking "what's in it for me?"

"what if...?"

"how do i know that this is best for ME?"

when really... what really matters... is loving God and making Him known. helping to make sure that EVERYONE does know someone who loves Jesus.

i felt like God was humbling me thru that time. a lot of food for thought for my retreat tomorrow...

also saw this really cute pic on my friend's blog. so cute!!!! =D