so many things to do so little time... =b

rush rush rush...

this has been one long HECTIC day. bleah.

never wrote so many charts in my life, and then i found out that pat actually had some. silly me, should have checked with him. sigh...

i think it was God's way of teaching me that i just cannot control things the way i'd like it. that it's no use getting all heated up and anxious about all that's not done, but He's still in control of the situation. something like a reinforcement of the message we heard this morning at staff meeting. that we will definitely fail, we will be disappointed with ourselves, frustrated at circumstances... but it's all God's way of sifting us, of refining us, and of pushing us to RUN to him, to draw near.

so i want to take this space to give thanks for all the 'struggles', big or small, that i am facing right now, because i know that He is working in all these things, to bring me closer to Him, and to allow me to experience his unconditional love even more. because, really, i don't deserve it.

so THANK YOU God. =)